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Welcome to this puddle of madness

Writing by alphabete on Thursday, 22 of October , 2009 at 0312

NOTE: This post is sticky so the real action starts in the post directly underneath this one.  (I am ensmallening this because for some reason my friends keep asking what happened to my posts.

Most of my paltry selection of fiction is on the sidebar in the Prosebush. Some can be found under Shambles, a hiatus’d serial.  Please feel free to play with my Tagnetic Poetry. It’s pretty neat.

This site is hosted with excellence by Constant Hosting, who live up to their name and have never let it go down (ever) and who provide me with personalized 3am tech support when I have dick-all idea what I’m talking about.  They also have a cute manga girl on their front page. If you need a host, do consider them (I recommend using coupon code IMSTICKY).  I’m pimping them because I’m a love-show-er, so I’m showing back some love. <3

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Tweeterated the week of 2010-03-07

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 7 of March , 2010 at 0130

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Because I have the power and the momspiders

Writing by alphabete on Saturday, 6 of March , 2010 at 2025

I actually posted another thing today! At Raev, where I write less often than I should, I have posted a review of a game called ImmorTall. Read the review, play the game. Play the game some more! And check out game author Pixelante’s site. There’s lots of fun stuff there.

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Finally, some awful(ly) original fiction!

Writing by alphabete on Saturday, 6 of March , 2010 at 0553

I managed to do it. It’s still a little dark outside so I’m counting this as last night. I have made a new post at UnMo!

It’s part 1 of most likely 2. I’ve got a couple things I’m debating between doing with it but the ending is the same so I don’t have to worry about that part. It’s been a long time since I just sat down and wrote some very random unplanned fiction so don’t expect a lot. I’m just happy to have written something. That is all.

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Her Thoughts Were Red Thoughts: Tori’s Row

Writing by alphabete on Saturday, 6 of March , 2010 at 0223

How well do you know the world you live in?
Tori’s sense of safety is being dismantled brick by brick and every step she takes toward comfort is a step into further disarray. Her life is becoming a nightmare and everywhere she turns, nobody believes her. Hell, she doesn’t even believe her. Within her surreal existence, the only companion who knows, shares, and truly understands what’s happening isn’t telling and won’t go away. Welcome to Tori’s Row.

I bet one of these people is Tori.

--What is she hiding beneath those fantastic eyebrows?--

By dint of a fortuitous Twitter association I was invited by one Miss Tenacious Nancy Brauer of Strange Little Band to preview the first eight chapters this new title, co-written with MCM, author of The Vector. I enjoy both these authors so it wasn’t hard to make time for this enterprise. In the past twelve hours I have read these teaser chapters four times. So, what do I think?

I want to know what’s happening! Each time I return to this story I’m searching out hints, clues, the tiniest little indicators of what I’ll see in the forthcoming chapters. MCM and Nancy have got me hooked. The Tori of Chapter One is emphatically not the same Tori of Chapter Eight. Or maybe she is and I don’t want to admit it. Who attacked her and why? What doesn’t she know about herself, and does she really want to know? I want to know.

The dreamlike narrative led me through the chapters feeling as anxious and as lost as the protagonist. I say “dreamlike” because I felt like I couldn’t get a handle on what was happening, as if the very few tangible things in Tori’s consciousness were touchstones while everything else was indistinct and slippery. That is amazingly like the actual feeling I have experienced after a shocking event when everything in the world faded to the background for a while. It’s no mean feat to capture that experience in words.

Complicit in this story-fu are unsettling details that niggle at the back of my mind and make me wonder if I’ve misread them or whether the dark suspicions at the edges of my thoughts are what I think they are. There is intrigue aplenty to be found in the opening chapters of Tori’s Row but I’m not sure it’s what I think it is. Right now I know as much as Tori does about her situation and I’m quite looking forward to knowing what happens next. I expect this story will become, in the immortal words of any grammatically incorrect small child, somehow even more gooder.

Tori’s Row will be available beginning Monday, 8 March with a new chapter appearing each subsequent Monday. I’m sorry that it’s going to take you guys 2 months to learn what I already know, so to tide you over until the debut of Chapter One, here’s the official book blurb:

“Tori McNulty has problems. As she’s putting her life back together, she’s attacked in Boston’s South End. She doesn’t remember much: mostly blood-drenched pavement and the crumpled body of her assailant. The good news is that she’s uninjured and not a murder suspect. The bad news is the obnoxious young man in 18th century dress shadowing her and confusing, violent flashbacks. Tori must figure out what happened that night before her stalker gets to her or she goes completely mad.”

Not enough? Aww, alright, here’s the trailer.


You totally can’t wait now, can you?

Once the story’s been run you’ll be able to pick up a print or ebook copy; I think you’ll want one. If you don’t, watch the trailer again.

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On the Whims of Life

Writing by alphabete on Thursday, 4 of March , 2010 at 0237

(With apologies to Jeffrey Osborne)

It would be fantastic if I could say with complete honesty that I haven’t been blogging because I’ve been busy. It would be one fantastic lie. I’ve really been moping around and complaining a lot of being blocked and out of ideas and maybe having “lost my mad skillz” for writing.

That being said, I actually managed to get something accomplished. That something was mostly “finding impetus”. Not in the sense of “why am I doing this?” but more like “what can give me a push on a regular basis and won’t be too difficult?” I have seriously begun to doubt my ability and the only way to tell, I guess, if I really can’t write or if I’m in a funk or if I’m just being a lazy ho is to write some stuff. I keep starting out with that, meaning well, but I’ve found that projects I’ve taken on begin with the best of intentions from me but that I don’t have the strength to write extended narrative right now.

I have so many stories that are hanging out in my notes which began as outlines and degenerated into a mess of random notes. It’s very discouraging. Since I’m continually trying to find my writing sweet spot I’m trying yet another new thing. I finally got my deskal area cleaned off so I can start to write tiny fiction. Very tiny. I know I can write something tiny. Maybe I can do some tiny things and build up to some bigger things. No promises, though, because I’m a fickle creature and liable to mope again for several months at a moment’s notice.

I do have 2 short works of fiction in the works at UnMotivational Posters which will be a first for me, unless you count Pimpmanster. They’re longer than the tiny fiction I’m going for but I started them before I made up my mind to go small. They’re kinda smallish. Esque.

I’m going to write one thing definitely. Anyone who’s a blogger, please check this out. Finding Ada was begun last year by my friend Suw Charman, and is a blogging celebration of women in science and technology. On 24 March there’s going to be a wave of blog posts for Ada Lovelace Day 2010. Who’s Ada Lovelace? Whoa, dude! She was one of the first computer nerds ever! This is important because… Twitter hashtag is #ALD10.

I wrote a post for last year. It sucked.

So, to recap:
-Sorry for slacking.
-I’m going to try (again) not to do it again (again) again.
-Big narrative is too mighty for my puny narrative maintenance skills.
-Sometimes I write about men in lingerie.
-Short works in progress, other projects in pipe.
-Will try not to fail.

That is all for now.

For now.

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Tweeterated the week of 2010-02-07

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 7 of February , 2010 at 0130

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Tweeterated the week of 2010-01-31

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 31 of January , 2010 at 0130

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Tweeterated the week of 2010-01-24

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 24 of January , 2010 at 0130

  • Alphabete has been away, being boring, and having a terrible terrible case of writer’s block. She hopes she’s got an idea now! #
  • @irkdesu It’s been a while. How are you? How goes your CYOA? #
  • @irkdesu Wow, go girl go! in reply to irkdesu #
  • Just finished “The Vector” by MCM at http://1889.ca/ I never saw the ending coming and dammit it made me cry. Best $5 I’ve spent in ages! #

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Tweeterated the week of 2010-01-10

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 10 of January , 2010 at 0130

  • RT @dda: RT @stoutyhk: On ferry:

    “Could I get a milk tea please?”
    “MILF tea?”
    “That’ll do.” #

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Tweeterated the week of 2009-12-27

Writing by alphabete on Sunday, 27 of December , 2009 at 0130

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